My deepest gratitude to the Greatly Compassionate and Greatly Merciful Guan Yin Bodhisattva, to all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, to the Dharma protectors, and to the selfless Master Jun Hong Lu.
Hello to all my Buddhist friends. What I would like to share with you today is: sexual misconduct and abortion have caused me to suffer from many illnesses. The loss of attentiveness in my practice and my consultation with a spiritual medium had led my breast problem to worsen into being cancerous. It was during my moments of great despair that Guan Yin Bodhisattva saved me from the darkness. Along with Master Lu’s advice and the help of fellow practitioners, I suddenly came to realisation and adopted the three golden practices of Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door to change my destiny. All my health indexes have returned to normal, and the cancer cells have also completely disappeared!
Four years ago, I was diagnosed with severe breast lobular hyperplasia, bilateral ovarian cysts and thyroid nodules calcification and other illnesses which rendered me weak and short-tempered. I would often hit and scold my children and pick fights with my husband. I had thoughts of committing suicide and the doctor later diagnosed me with depression. In May 2015, a fellow practitioner gave me a DVD of Master Lu’s teachings. After listening to Master Lu’s Dharma talk, it was as if I was jolted from a dream. I finally realised that I had foolishly committed major negative karma from my sexual misconduct and abortion, which brought about all the karmic retributions I was experiencing at that time. No one could escape the law of cause and effect and Buddhism is my one and only saviour.
In June 2015, I attended the Dharma convention in Hong Kong. All the volunteers busied themselves selflessly at the Dharma convention and the air was completely filled with positive energy, I felt like I was in Heaven. The compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva was like a long-lost mother waiting for a lost child like me to return home. After listening to Master Lu’s inspiring talk, I couldn’t help but cried and knelt down to Guan Yin Bodhisattva to repent sincerely of my past deeds. In the past, I ate live tadpoles in order to help cure my illnesses. I would first dry them in a microwave then boil them before drinking. I also cooked live seafood and killed a lot of cockroaches and insects. I solemnly vowed to become a vegetarian, to refrain from killing for the rest of my life, to practice Buddhism diligently, recite Little Houses to repay my karmic debts and help my aborted child to ascend to a higher spiritual realm.
After I returned home, all my friends commented that I looked better and that I was also more cheerful. I went to Tianjin Cancer Hospital for a medical check on my thyroid, and it turned out there was no need for any surgery, just regular check-ups are enough. It was the blessings from all Buddhas, Bodhisattvas and Master Lu from the Dharma convention that helped me to overcome the pre-destined calamity at the age of 36.
In February 2017, before I attended the Dharma convention in Singapore, I made a vow to recite 300 Little Houses, but I was not diligent and slackened in my practice. The negative karma of my pre-destined calamity at the age of 39 was activated earlier. The problem with my breast worsened. I went to Yunnan and found a popular Chinese doctor, who treats his patients medically while also helping the spirits to ascend to a higher realm. He also helped to perform life liberations too. When my fellow practitioner found out about this, she reminded me that Master Lu had previously mentioned in one of his discourses that we should not get involved with spiritual mediums, but I did not heed her advice. After three treatments, the tumour grew larger, and my menstruation wouldn’t stop. The hospital suggested to perform a biopsy on me but I was afraid of undergoing a surgery, so I requested to be prescribed a few courses of medication instead. After a week, the tumour grew even bigger. My husband quickly accompanied me to the Beijing Cancer Hospital, and we made an appointment for the biopsy.
Just when I was suffering and felt that everything was hopeless, a kind fellow practitioner helped me to get in touch with another fellow practitioner in Beijing. They immediately helped me to release 8,350 fish. On the day of my biopsy, I made another vow to release 10,000 fish. After the surgery, I recited the Eighty-Eight Buddhas Great Repentance non-stop with tears streaming down my whole face. The moment I raised my head, I saw Guan Yin Bodhisattva looking at me with tears in her eyes, showing her compassion and sympathy for me. When the medical report was released, I broke down completely as soon as I saw that it was written ‘invasive ductal carcinoma’. I only remembered that I kept calling out for Guan Yin Bodhisattva in my mind to please save me, I was wrong, and I will definitely change my wrongdoings! Master, please save me! Please give me a chance to change for the better!
I totally regretted what I had done. I knew very well that I have hefty karmic debts, yet I still slackened in my practice and even went travelling and read romantic novels during my holidays. I was so far behind on my daily recitations and Little Houses, sometimes I couldn’t even recite one Little House a day. I had mastered the three golden practices, but I did not respect Master’s teaching and still consulted a spiritual medium, which nearly caused my death. Though I have made a vow to perform recitations diligently, I still hoped that perhaps luck would be with me. In fact, I had already broken my vow earlier on. How does one not suffer such karmic retributions with all these seriously inappropriate actions?
Even though I made a great vow only after experiencing my karmic retribution, Guan Yin Bodhisattva didn’t give up on me. I successfully got in touch with Tianjin’s breast cancer specialist. During my journey there by train, Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Lu appeared in my dream and looked at me with tears in their eyes. This made me understood that I needed to stay strong and save myself, only then will the Heavens come to my aid. After my recovery, I will definitely share my experience in more Dharma conventions so that more people will believe in Buddhism, and also to help more people be free from suffering and attain happiness.
On 26 October, my right breast was completely removed after a three-hour long operation, during which I had an out-of-body experience where my soul left the body, and I watched the doctor performed the entire process of the operation. The following day, I developed symptoms of severe potassium and calcium deficiency which caused numbness in my body. My fellow practitioners in Shanghai helped me to fulfill my vow by releasing fish on my behalf. While lying in a coma, once again I experienced the blessings of Guan Yin Bodhisattva. Suddenly, my body felt very warm, and I finally woke up, only to find that I have to go through eight sessions of chemotherapies.
During my third session of chemotherapy before the Spring Festival this year, I suffered from chest tightness, shortness of breath, severe vomiting, major hair loss, overall body fatigue and my white blood cell count was so low that I needed an injection to increase the amount. It was exactly as mentioned by Master Lu, chemotherapies are just like the punishments in the underworld. I didn’t even dare to think how was I going to endure the severe pain of five more sessions of chemotherapies.
Finally, one day, I dreamt about a doctor in a white coat feeling my pulse and said, “almost there”. This time, a fellow practitioner reminded me that we have nothing to fear as we have the Bodhisattva and the three golden practices. It suddenly dawned on me. That’s right, what have I got to be afraid of when I have the Dharma! After the Spring Festival, I decided to stop all my chemotherapy treatments and turn myself over to the Bodhisattva. I would use all the money that I saved from my treatments to perform meritorious deeds and volunteered to help other practitioners to set up Buddhist altars in their homes.
In March 2018, I attended Master Lu’s Dharma Convention in Jakarta and made a vow to recite 700 Little Houses within 10 months. Every day, I would immerse myself in the light of the Buddha listening to Master Lu’s Dharma talks and with the blessings of Guan Yin Bodhisattva and all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, I was indeed filled with Dharma joy. Upon returning home, I went to the hospital for a body check, and the results showed that everything was normal, and there were no more cancer cells. On 8 May, the compassionate Master Lu performed a totem reading for me and advised me to recite another 280 Little Houses. He also told me that I have managed to help my aborted child to ascend to a higher spiritual realm.
My deepest gratitude to Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door for its efficacy and to Guan Yin Bodhisattva for responding to all my prayers. It was through Bodhisattva and Master Lu’s protection and blessings along with the help and encouragement of fellow practitioners that I was granted a second lease of life. I hope that my unfortunate experience will serve as a warning to everyone – please don’t slacken in your practice and be ignorant like me! Life is a race against impermanence. Only by seizing the time in our spiritual cultivation, as if threading on thin ice, respecting our Master and his teachings, will serve as life’s greatest guarantee.
I made a vow to follow in the footsteps of Guan Yin Bodhisattva and Master Lu in spiritual cultivation and practise Buddhism diligently for the rest of my life, to repent and reform my wrongdoings, to help propagate true Dharma and never regress and let more of those predestined sentient beings be free from suffering.
发表于 2021-9-7 14:45:08